Groupie...my true calling in life.

I knew that I chose the right place to intern at. Thanksgiving Point is great. Especially when they put on AWESOME concerts by bands that I LOVE! Last night was case and point. Secondhand Serenade came last night. And I love them. A lot.

Working for the venue has a LOT of perks. This includes:

-Free food.

-Free entrance.

-Driving the golf cart (not walking all over the entire park the entire night is quite a relief).

-Driving band members in the golf cart.

-Getting free CDs.

-Driving JOHN VESELY of SECONDHAND SERENADE to the bathroom.

-Becoming BFFs with John...maybe not BFFs, but we were tight. Bathrooms allow for great bonding time.

-Hanging out with attractive band members.

-Being the envy of everyone because I get to stand right next to the stage and not behind the barricades.

-Plus many more.

And. Just to make everyone more jealous. I will now put up pictures of my awesome night.

Just me and Cait chilling at the concert.

Meet John. He IS Secondhand Serenade. And my lover.

Cait backstage.

Just chilling backstage. AWESOME.

MMM...there he is again.

And again.

This is Jonathan. My other lover. I have a thing for men with that name. He is the lead singer of We Shot the Moon, formerly Waking Ashland. And totally cool.

Last night=BEST NIGHT EVER. Loved it. Once again, it is ok to be jealous of me. =)

Blogging Block.

I am having a blogging writer's block. I have started 3 different posts and got bored. Hmmmmmmmm....what to say? I wish I had something witty and exciting to post about. Or some deep insights into life. But no. There is nothing.

One day I will get my blogging talent back...

Brother for Sale...only 50 cents!

Bah hah Mary Kate and Ashley movies...LOVE THEM.

And by "Brother", I really mean APARTMENT IN LOGAN! I am selling my apartment contract in Logan for the 2009/2010 school year.

This place is AWESOME. Seriously. I love love loved living there last year and wish it had worked out that I could live there again. I loved being able to wake up 20 minutes before class started, leave 5 minutes before class started, and be ON TIME! Best thing ever.

The apartment is literally 2 minutes walking distance from campus. It is HUGE. My bedroom had so much space that I didn't know how to fill it all! I had a walk-in closet, my own bathroom, a gorgeous view of the Logan Valley. And...the apartment has its own washer and dryer. And utilities is included in the price. Awesome! I loved not having to haul all of my laundry home or pay for a laundromat. Plus...the people who live there are pretty cool too.

There are a lot of things I loved about this place. I so wish that things had worked out for me to be there again. It is a little more expensive than some of the other places up there, but it is TOTALLY worth it. If you or anyone you know might be interested or have any questions, PLEASE let me know. It would help me out a TON.

Gracias! =)

despair.

I'm not one who usually broadcasts about my problems. Sometimes I don't feel like I have anyone to talk to about what is going on in my life because no one understands. It has gotten to the point where I just need to get my feelings out, and it looks like this is the only way I feel I can really do that without worrying that I am making somebody feel bad or making someone feel sorry for me. I am not looking for sympathy or pity. This is another one of those posts to make myself feel a little better. Maybe that is a little selfish. But it is my blog and I can do whatever the eff I want.

It has been so hard for me to stay positive lately. The financial burden on my family has been so hard. I try not to get involved or try not to worry but when it causes this much stress, it is hard to ignore. I don't even know if I can go back to school in the fall. And that breaks my heart. I complain constantly when I am in Logan about how much I hate being there and how much I want to be done with school, but I want to go back to school so bad. I love my family and I love being home...that is why I come home almost every weekend. But sometimes I need to get away. Living with roommates and being out on my own is so freeing.

I wish that I could do more to help my parents out. I do my best not to ask for money to go out or for clothes. I try to help around the house to relieve some stress. But sometimes it seems like it isn't enough. I looked and looked for a job and finally found one...I work 2 hours next week. At $6.75/hour. That doesn't even pay for my gas. I love my internship, but I put so much work and so many hours into something that I don't get anything out of except experience. Sometimes it seems like such a waste to me.

I just want life to turn around for us. Isn't it our turn for some relief? I try not to be negative. I try to be so grateful for the things that I have and the blessings in my life.

Life is just hard.